salams apura.......hm.....my day. well.....today it was cultural awareness club's end of the year party........jsut came from that......it was pretty cool though.....all the cool and nice ppl were there........and about IA, it got worse the other day...........getting too touchy, too close. but i think i nagged about IA enough for the week. so i am not gonna say what happened........guess what, i have only 2 days of school left.....well, tomorrow is senior skip day, so all the seniors are gonna skip, except the ones who has too much stuff to finish. i am still undecided if i should skip or not......either i will go to school........and hang out in the library with this friend, maybe work on my web design proj, cause i still have a lot of stuff to finish. and then maybe before 4th hour, my dad can give us a ride to mashjid, and pray jummah, and then home, or that friend could come over and we could hang out......or that friend is gonna come over to my house in the morning.....and the whole day we are just gonna "Chill". maybe watch some movies........we are still undecieded of what we want to do..........you know...........its so sad that i am graduating.....i mean i am not sad that i am graduating, but i am sad about leaving...........koro smrity ache ei school joriye..........and once we graduate, i am never gonna see most of those ppl ever again.......ekhane ekta jinish ache, beshir bhag chele meyerai dekhsi.........graduate korar shathe shathe state leave kore...........shara deshe chorai pore........jara baire uni'te jete afford korte parena, tara thake.........today when i went to the party.......there was one of my friends there........i had a class with her like two yrs ago.............and still our relationship didnt change.......like it does with most ppl.........maybe i am best friends with someone this year..........next year'e kemon dure shore jai...........but she is one of the very few with whom i can still talk to like i could two yrs ago.........actually i know her for yrs.........she was allways sweet and nice. she was showing me her prom pictures today. i m really gonna miss her, cause she is one of the nicest, sweetest, most cheerful, fairest, most positive girl i know. i think she would be a really good muslim if she was. she is a really good christian though. and then there are some other friends who are gonna leave too..........i really like those girls.........i am gonna miss them sooo much. you know, as the last day of this year is coming close, kemon ekta faka faka feelings. i think i am gonna cry, both in the last day of school , and graduation..................mone hoi jibon koto choto......ki taratari na shob kichu chole jai..................hm...........i guess i am just depressed.............anyways, thanks for readinng this. you must be sleeping by now.........anyways, i gotta go now....................Allah hafej.
posted by maya at 5/20/2005 07:52:00 am
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man, I'd cry too (if I didn't have a heart made of stone as my mum would say). If you're writing on paper, maybe we'd see some dried tear-drops?? Just trying to cheer you up. Graduation is a sad time, but you'll get over it sonn enough. Once you start college, you won't even have time to breath, let alone think about what happened in you silly little high school life. (Maybe that was a little exaggerated, but ask !ishi!) Or maybe you could organise re-unions, like !ishi!'s friends?
btw, its not 'smrity' but 'srity.' And you font was too small for my poor short-sigted eyes.
It was funny coz the whole week b4 our graduation I was so sure I was gonna cry on the last day. We made sure that we would have memories left of each other. We took thousnads of photos and even made a video. The last week we were super bz with all this memory gathering so we didnt have time 2 cry. But throughout the whole yr everythime I thought of leaving skool I would cry! But funnily, on the day of graduation and afetrwards ekta teardrop amar chokhe asheni! I was so surprized! The whole grp went thru this phase. We were all so upset b4 (like half way through the yr) but when the time came, no1 was crying, LOL.
But alhamdulillah we had a really good group. We planned 2 reunions a yr (like I wrote b4) and also a few picnics and outings as well insha Allah. And u no wat Mou, if u miss skool a lot visit sometimes afta u finish. I went to visit my teachers a while ago. They were so happy 2 c me! I LOVE all my teachers! They were gr8! So I wanna go bak and visit regularly now insha Allah.
Man, M apu, u sound like Tahseen (I call her TC). The words "heart made of stone" rings a bell. Maiya kante pare na. aar emotional situation dekhlei doure palay. Ei jonno or shamne beshi beshi kore kada uchit so she learns to deal with it, hehem, my evil ingenious plan!!! Mou, TC is another frend of ours here, she graduated with us at my skool but she's the most different person ull ever meet. LOST (in her own bedroom), CONFUSED (about her own writing) and SCARED (of her own tears - if they ever come out - i dont think it ever did, lol). Thats how I describe her. well, nevertheless even though she was the most different 1 of our group we all got along just fine!
yep, thats about describes Tahseen or TC as you call her iishii.
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