Poor Mou!

Just chatted with Mou on msn. Poor thing's in mourning! Yesterday was last day of high school. She's in no mood right now to blog, even though we're dying to find out about it. Well, here's our conversation:


nira says:
SALAM NABILA
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salam
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kemon acho?
nira says:
alhamdulillah
nira says:
you?
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i am ok
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just really depressed
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today was my last day of school
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nira says:
had ur graduation?
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a very emotional day for me
nira says:
for sure
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no, its going to be on 29th
nira says:
did you cry?
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so many times
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atfirst i thought i was all cried out
nira says:
k
nira says:
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cause
nira says:
wish i cud c u
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ive been mourning this day for 6th months
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so at first i didnt cry
nira says:
chu chu
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but when i went to say bye to one of my friends, i couldnt hold back tears
nira says:
poor thing!
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lol
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anyways
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so then after school
nira says:
yeah?
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me maliha and two of my friends
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went to this place
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well, two more were supposed to come, but couldnt, so we didnt have a car
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so we walked to this pizza hut
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and ate lunch there
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it took us 2 hours
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30 min choosing
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1 hr eating
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30 min paying
nira says:
can u get halal pizza ta Pizza Hut?
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cheese pizza
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with pepper something
nira says:
k
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anyways
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and we bugged the pizza guy for a while
nira says:
y?
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we told him to take our pics
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so many times
nira says:
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i think he kind of got annoyed
nira says:
did u tell him its ur lasy day of high school?
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i mean, at first it seemed that he was amused at first
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but i think later we got to him
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no, it was kind of obvious i think
nira says:
can i see sum pics
nira says:
of ur last day?
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sure
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they are not on the comp though
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i will show it to you later
nira says:
wheneva u hav em
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anyways, but then we left him $4 tips though
nira says:
sure
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so hope that made up for it
nira says:
that shud'v made him happy
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i hope
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lol
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anyways
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after that we were jsut walking
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and takling
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and then there was this fountain
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we took some more pics there
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it was so weird
nira says:
reminiscing abt the gud old days
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we were all acting like immature kids
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we were acting crazy
nira says:
no, more like grandmas
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lol
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just laughing w/o any reason
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i mean it was like i knew that i am leaving
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but i couldnt believe it
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or couldnt feel it
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so i was so happy
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and then one of my friends was kind of sad
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and i knew then that the only reason i was still laughing is cause i am still with then
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them
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but once i leave
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i am gonna be really sad
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and thats what happend
nira says:
*my arms around you*
nira says:
*hug*
nira says:
be happy
nira says:
ur're ready to go to college and make new friends
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yeah, but thats college
nira says:
bty, have you thought about which college ur going to?
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ive been with these ppl for more than 6 yrs
nira says:
what course will you take?
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its jsut so sad
nira says:
you bet
nira says:
i've never been in a school for more than 4 yrs
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well, since i ahve no money right now, i decieded to go to a community college first, then after 2 yrs, transfer to a real university
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no, me neither
nira says:
what will you study for the 2 yrs?
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but i know some ppl from 6th grade
nira says:
k
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dad wants me to study for medical something
nira says:
do you need a certain grade?
nira says:
high sumthin?
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yeah, but more than anything i need money
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which i dont have right nownira says:
you don't get a study-loan from the government?
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and uni is really expejsive for international kiids
nira says:
you're absolutely right
nira says:
same here
nira says:
i forgot that you'd be an international student
nira says:
Australian citizens get a study0loan called 'HECS'
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yeah, wich is not letting me do a lot of stuff
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yeah
nira says:
we have to pay if off wiht the current inflation rate, once we start working
nira says:
tell ur dad to apply to come to Australia
nira says:
pleeeeeaaaase
nira says:
you'd love it here!
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you think my dad will agree?
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abbi just wants to go back
nira says:
WHY NOT?
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to bd
nira says:
so, when will you go?
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the only reason he is not going is because of our studies
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but other than that
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he doesnt even want to stay here
nira says:
that maks sense
nira says:
my dad's kinda same
nira says:
so will you go after Anika finished high school?
nira says:
wat grade is she in now?
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2nd
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maybe
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or maybe only abbi ammu would go back
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cause to tell you the truth
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i dotn want to...........................well..i do too.............but for visit
nira says:
i knew u were gonn say that
nira says:
its sad
nira says:
though
nira says:
that you don't wanna go back to live in ur country of birth
nira says:
despite of all its probs
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i know................i should love my country, and i do i guess................but
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..........i dont know how to explain
nira says:
try
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i mean, what does it have to offer............no safety......................ppl lieing...........girls trapped cause of gundas..........churi...................dakati..............you cant go anywhere by yourself..........
nira says:
but its still home
nira says:
and its a Muslim country
nira says:
that doesn't have the ills of Australia or US
nira says:
well, some
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i know......................but is the lifestyle any better though? i mean ofcourse i know they have a lot of bad stuff........haram stuff..........kintu bd-teo kintu islam biddeshi manush are trying to take over the country
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even there they try to make you feel low because you are religious or something.......................
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i mean any natoke, gundar mukhe ektu dari lagai dau................or maulana...................
nira says:
thats true
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dont get me wrong...............i still love my country....................i am in love with ppl, and culture...........and islam...............
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but sometimes i think the lifestyle is harder
nira says:
but overall, its still a morally better place to live
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and i guess i dont really want to stay here forever either
nira says:
maybe not materiallistically
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i mean................i guess i have this image of myself going back to bd after i fix my career and everything
nira says:
I was just thinking the other day, that when I die, where shud i be buried?
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cause i think its a really dangerous environment
nira says:
yeah, without strick adherence to Islam, you're sure to destroy ur ultimate future
nira says:
but that cud happen anywhere
nira says:
though chances are greater in a non-Muslim society
nira says:
Anyways, back to my musings about death
nira says:
It upset me to realise that I cud be buried in Australia and not in Bangladesh
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why not
nira says:
I said to myself 'STOP'
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you could if you want to right?
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i mean cant you make a will
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or watevfe
nira says:
send the coffin by air
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yeah
nira says:
itd cost my family a fortune
nira says:
my children andgrand-children cud be bankrupt
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but its your death...................
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and besides
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does it really matter where you are buried.....................i mean after you are dead, its all the same underground
nira says:
I guess
nira says:
But sentiments are hard to do away with
nira says:
I've decided, as soon as I start working, I going to open an account in a funeral fund
nira says:
so that my family doesn't have to bear the cost of burial
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hm............i guess you could do that.......................but i mean, after death, i dont think you are going to care about that anymore
nira says:
may-be
nira says:
but i know the financial strain os huge
nira says:
Here its costs a Minimum of $2000AUD+ for a Muslim burial
nira says:
Crhistian ones cost even more
nira says:
what with their flowers, and church fees and processions and watever
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yeah................................i guess
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so when r u gonna get thatj ob
nira says:
don't know
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tomar to practice shesh taina?
nira says:
this is my final year of study
nira says:
so sumtime next year, I'm hoping I'll be able to get a position in an Islamic school
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that would be cool
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do they have any islamic school there?
nira says:
hard work too
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thats cool
nira says:
in Sydney, there's about 10 Islamic Schools
nira says:
non-government
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cool, r u gonna teach in suday school too?
nira says:
no
nira says:
Islamic schools are required teach the regular curriculum
nira says:
in addition, they teach things lihe Religious studies, Arabic etc
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cool
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i pray for you, inshaallah you will get that
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hey muni apu
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want to make a plan?
nira says:
Sunday schools are run by usually voluntary work
nira says:
sure, wat is it
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after like................um..................well, after we are all grown up............we should make a plan for us all to move back to bd...............and then buy houses near each otehr..............mone ache? amra, tomra.......aro koyekta uncle ek jaigai jomi kinse so we could live there or some place else.................and ishita, afi jaki apu and everyone else, mily apu
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too
nira says:
wow, that taook you long
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i know, unrealistic plan
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but its a dram
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dream
nira says:
no, I don't think its unrealistic
nira says:
where there's a will, there's a way
nira says:
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yeah..............but even if you want to, how would you know if your husband would want to
nira says:
I think i'll always have this as one of my ultimate goals,
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and our careers
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and life
nira says:
provided my husban (whoever it'll be) agrees with it
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i dont know
nira says:
we have to be under their authority
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whose?
nira says:
hunsbands after parents
nira says:
I swear, a girl's gotta listen to some1 alwways
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yup, and who know how they will be,
nira says:
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you know
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i remember
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a long yimr ago
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time ago
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i had this dream
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that we finally met each other again, but by that time, you are allready married, and afifa apu is getting married that day, and jakia apu is engaged
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and we were so sad
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i was planning a sleepover............but then you didnt come cause of your husband
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lol
nira says:
OHG!
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lol
nira says:
let me guess
nira says:
he didn't let me
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i know, funny dream
nira says:
right?
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i dont know if he didnt let you, but you just told me that i am married now, i cant go anywhere i want to
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or its not like the old times
nira says:
no, thats not me
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or something like that
nira says:
i'd never say that
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i had that dream like 7 yrs ago
nira says:
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or maybe even 8
nira says:
how old were u at the time?
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it was right after u guys left, when i was missing you guys a lot
nira says:
11?
nira says:
12?
nira says:
9?
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maybe 10 or 11
nira says:
nira says:
how old wen u came to US?
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11and a half
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i think it was 10 and a half when i had that dream
nira says:
still in bd?
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yeah, but we moved back to dhangob, by then
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sorry if i am making you feel uncomfortable by tellign ur this dream
nira says:
no I'm having fun
nira says:
wanna here wat happened last night?
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?
nira says:
we were having family dinner right, everyone except abbu
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yeah
nira says:
we started talking about marriage and that
nira says:
I said to ammu my husband had better not be bossy, narrow-minded, always teling me to do this, don't do that.....
nira says:
she said, "don't think like this
nira says:
cause maybe you'll have a husband who's really conservative
nira says:
and he won't even let you go out to hang out the clothes on the clothes-lines
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wow
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that would suck
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thats what i think now
nira says:
k, i haven't finishes
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k
nira says:
btw, i just gave ur mail to Ema
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go ahead
nira says:
hope you don't mind
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wich one?
nira says:
mouri87
At the end of the game, the King and the Pawn both go back into the same box. says:
oh mail add
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its k, she knows
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allready
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i talked to her
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before
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chatted wit hher
nira says:
she told me she lost it or sumthin
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oh
nira says:
anyway, gave it to her again
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nyways, finish ur story
nira says:
one Q before i go bk to story
nira says:
have u checked blog today?
nira says:
seen my posting 'just a complement'
nira says:
and Ishita's comment ot it?
At the end of the game, the King and the Pawn both go back into the same box. says:
yeah, i dont mind adding otha ppl, i just didnt feel like posting blog today, being do depressed and all
nira says:
so ur happy with Ema becoming a member?
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of course
nira says:
k, ill send her a mail
At the end of the game, the King and the Pawn both go back into the same box. says:
hey, can you add afi and jaki apu too?
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i dont get to talk to them at all
At the end of the game, the King and the Pawn both go back into the same box. says:
ny more
At the end of the game, the King and the Pawn both go back into the same box. says:
i think we should add all our sistas too
At the end of the game, the King and the Pawn both go back into the same box. says:
anika, maliha, afi and jaki apu
nira says:
that'd mean I can't say funny stuff abt them any more
nira says:
ok, i'll ask if they''re interested
nira says:
now, back to my story
At the end of the game, the King and the Pawn both go back into the same box. says:
lol
At the end of the game, the King and the Pawn both go back into the same box. says:
k, fast
At the end of the game, the King and the Pawn both go back into the same box. says:
i think i ahve to go in 5 min
nira says:
k
nira says:
this'll be quick
nira says:
that "...he won't even let you go out to hang out the clothes on the clothes-lines..."
nira says:
this is a little family joke
nira says:
coz there's a person we know who does that to his wife
nira says:
I said, I'm never gonna marry a man like that!"
At the end of the game, the King and the Pawn both go back into the same box. says:
yeah, we know a guy like that too
nira says:
anyays, ammu goes, "how would you know?"
nira says:
They can look ok before marriage, but real face comes out afta
nira says:
so I said
nira says:
I'll show em too
At the end of the game, the King and the Pawn both go back into the same box. says:
lol
nira says:
I'll be nice and sweet before and after if they change, I'll be a real FISH_WIFE too
nira says:
SHREW is the other word
nira says:
we all cracked up laughing
nira says:
lucky abby wasn't there
At the end of the game, the King and the Pawn both go back into the same box. says:
oh, mini apu, bolte bhule gesi............tomar shopne ekta baby chilo, maybe thats why you couldnt come
nira says:
he gets upset to hear me talk like that
At the end of the game, the King and the Pawn both go back into the same box. says:
lol
nira says:
omg!
At the end of the game, the King and the Pawn both go back into the same box. says:
do you talk like that infront of him
nira says:
boy or girl?
At the end of the game, the King and the Pawn both go back into the same box. says:
dont remember, 8 yrs ago
nira says:
In front of abbu, sumtimes I talk like that, can't help it, thats how I am
At the end of the game, the King and the Pawn both go back into the same box. says:
lol, allready excited,
At the end of the game, the King and the Pawn both go back into the same box. says:
lol
nira says:
but I try to respect the fact that he doesn't like it
nira says:
since you're not blogging today
nira says:
do you wanna post this coversation as a msg
At the end of the game, the King and the Pawn both go back into the same box. says:
sure, if you have no prob ppl knowing about my funny dream
nira says:
me? hell no!
nira says:
Go for it
At the end of the game, the King and the Pawn both go back into the same box. says:
, i gtg now
At the end of the game, the King and the Pawn both go back into the same box. says:
can you post it for me
At the end of the game, the King and the Pawn both go back into the same box. says:
plz plz plz
At the end of the game, the King and the Pawn both go back into the same box. says:
i gotta go sleep now
nira says:
k
nira says:
u owe me 1
At the end of the game, the King and the Pawn both go back into the same box. says:
salams
At the end of the game, the King and the Pawn both go back into the same box. says:
lol
At the end of the game, the King and the Pawn both go back into the same box. says:
k
At the end of the game, the King and the Pawn both go back into the same box. says:
tc
At the end of the game, the King and the Pawn both go back into the same box. says:
ttyl
nira says:
wassalam