Amar mon kharap
Assalamualaikum every1,
I haven't written anything up abt wats happening 2 me lately so I'll attempt at riting something insha Allah. Lately I've just been upset about myself. I'm becoming so lazy and bad! I've missed so many classes at uni and I've left ALL assignments till the last minute. Now I feel like I'm gonna fail exams no matter how hard I try. Mon khub kharap. I've lost hope in a lot of things, esp myself. But I make dua that I don't lose hope in Allah (SWT) insha Allah EVER!
I feel so low abt myself islamically too because my imaan has gone down heaps as well. My AM report is very bad and has been that way for a while. I'm becoming a pessimist now - like Flynn. I was the biggest optimist I knew before. I really dislike pessimism - no offense Flynn. I just wanna be happy with wat i have and I have to stop making excuses that i know to be irrelevant.
Anyways, I dont feel like writing any more. Have to get back to assignment due tomorrow. Just started it a while ago (c wat i mean, i'm so dumb!). I feel like a loser writing this but i just thought it mite make me feel better if i write abt it, even though it may still be very obscure as to wat i mean.
U all take care and make dua 4 me.
Wassalam
I haven't written anything up abt wats happening 2 me lately so I'll attempt at riting something insha Allah. Lately I've just been upset about myself. I'm becoming so lazy and bad! I've missed so many classes at uni and I've left ALL assignments till the last minute. Now I feel like I'm gonna fail exams no matter how hard I try. Mon khub kharap. I've lost hope in a lot of things, esp myself. But I make dua that I don't lose hope in Allah (SWT) insha Allah EVER!
I feel so low abt myself islamically too because my imaan has gone down heaps as well. My AM report is very bad and has been that way for a while. I'm becoming a pessimist now - like Flynn. I was the biggest optimist I knew before. I really dislike pessimism - no offense Flynn. I just wanna be happy with wat i have and I have to stop making excuses that i know to be irrelevant.
Anyways, I dont feel like writing any more. Have to get back to assignment due tomorrow. Just started it a while ago (c wat i mean, i'm so dumb!). I feel like a loser writing this but i just thought it mite make me feel better if i write abt it, even though it may still be very obscure as to wat i mean.
U all take care and make dua 4 me.
Wassalam
posted by Aaisha at 6/07/2005 01:16:00 pm
8 Comments:
don't worry, things will look up soon. Get you acts together now, there's stil stuvac. I don't even wanna talk about my AM report. I need to get my acts together as well.
salam ishi. dont worry, sometimes that happens to me too. but, inshaallah, eventually you will get out of it. just know that our prayers are allways with you. and we are allways here for you. things will look up soon inshaallah.
Thanx u guys. Jazakallahu Khairan. Mou, ami tor email er reply soor knorbo insha Allah. Possibly this Friday. Because until then I'm just so packed with assignments and study groups. I'm feeling slightly better 2day alhamdulillah. Stayed up til 2 finishing briefing paper assignment yesterday! But alhamdulillah I finished. I just hope I pass. Keep me in ur duas ppl.
aaah the briefing paper... glad to know that u finally got it done.
don't b too upset peachy. u have all our duas and support with u.
glad to hear it too...was I of any help?
on the same note, may i ask all of u to make dua for me too? my own report has been soaking, and thus hasn't been looking good, for the last few months. and this month is no different
Making dua 4 u anonymous *sends vitual hug*. And m apu, the format stuff u sent did clarify a lot on what a briefing paper actually was, lol. Jazakallah 4 that.
wayyaki!
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